Unsuccessful Diversions
Submitted by Michael Dodd on Wed, 09/03/2014 - 09:42As Vera Brittain recalls in her World War I memoir, Testament of Youth, in May 1915 she had been seeking comfort from constant anxiety over the safety of her brother, Edward, and her future fiance, Roland, both soldiers at the front. Daily war news of such events as the sinking of the Lusitania and the German recapture of Hill 60 kept her in a perpetual state of dread (151). “There was no escape from these stormy preoccupations,” Brittain writes, “except in the small successive events of everyday life” (151)—events such as the annual “Te Deum Patrem colimus” from Magdalen tower and the pleasurable diversion of tennis (152). But these proved to offer only temporary escape. In the beauty of the Te Deum, she found also the absence of Roland and Edward; in the lighthearted pleasure of tennis, she found the guilt of inaction—like “Nero fiddling away while Rome was burning” (152).
It was in this state that Brittain turned to literature for comfort—to “the volume of Wordsworth” (152-53) in which she had previously found pleasure. But instead of comfort, she found only the same recurring dread. As Annie mentions in her post, Wordsworth’s “Surprised by joy” seemed to Brittain as a prophesy of death. It was only in the “haunting beauty” (153) of church services that she was able to find comfort—because the melodies allowed her to confront her sorrow directly. Diversions only lead to the “sharp shock of recollection” (153).
In 1828, fellow advocate of women’s rights John Stuart Mill had also turned to that same 1815 volume of Wordsworth’s collected poetry in a time of need. In his Autobiography, Mill relates that, having been raised in the Utilitarianism of Jeremy Bentham, and of Mill’s father, James Mill, he had developed such a strong habit of analyzing the world that everyday emotions were left without meaning (1117). By 1828, in a state of depression, unable to find meaning or pleasure in anything in life, he tried reading poetry (1121). Byron was no help (“The poet’s state of mind was too like my own” [1121]), but Wordsworth’s verse was exactly what he needed. With his ability to not only describe the beauty of nature but, in Mill’s estimation, to also evoke the “states of feeling ... [that underlie] the excitement of beauty” (1122), Wordsworth was for Mill a means of arousing meaningful emotion where before there had been none.
And perhaps this is exactly why Brittain was unable to find comfort in Wordsworth in 1915. She had gone to Wordsworth not as to church, but as to tennis. She sought in literature, at that moment, not a direct confrontation with emotion, but rather a diversion from emotion—from the anxious dread of loss brought by the war. She was surprised by the “sharp shock” (153) literature can induce when we forget its power.
WORKS CITED
Brittain, Vera. Testament of Youth. 1933. Introd. Mark Bostridge. New York: Penguin, 2005. Print.
Mill, John Stuart. Autobiography. The Norton Anthology of English Literature. Ed. Stephen Greenblatt and Julia Reidhead. 9th ed. New York: Norton, 2012. 1115-22. Print.